The other day Michele sent me these reflections from Psalm 28 - I hope you enjoy them as much as I did!
Remember not the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways; according to your love remember me, for you are good, O Lord.
I don't know when David wrote this- but he probably wasn't all that young when he was still making some pretty major errors in judgement leading to very serious sins. Sometimes I remember all the wrong things and focus on my mistakes or stupidity rather than on Who loves me. If He makes the choice not to look at us with those things in mind, we should try to do the same.
Funny he starts out the next Psalm Vindicate me, O Lord, for I have led a blameless life: I have trusted in the Lord without wavering.
So Hmm, he is blameless in that he trusts the Lord, but he falls flat on his face when it comes to temptation or good judgement sometimes anyway.
I guess David is just like us! So if you are beating yourself up for long past or very recent mistakes or sins- realize that God has chosen you and chosen to view you with eyes of love.
SMJ (quoting my darling wife!)